Her voice breaks when she speaks again, "What about your heart which beats for me?" "How will you convince it not to call my name?" I could see all that hope in her eyes but it was a mere a flicker in front of the anger that was reeling inside me. Her words hit me harder than they should, but I clench my jaw, refusing to let it show, trying to stay in control, trying not to feel anything. "I will tear my heart apart if it ever yearns for you."  I say quietly, my voice strained.